Making It

The anxiety. The anxiety. The anxiety. The anxiety. I'm not going to lie. It's hard. It gets to me almost like clockwork anymore. I chart my moods and it's almost the same days on a cycle. At least I can anticipate when it's coming. I wish I had some uplifting news for today. I wish …

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Night

“The night is the hardest time to be alive and 4am knows all my secrets.”-- Poppy Z. Brite I wake up sometimes in the middle of the night, typically around two a.m. I never know what to do with myself to get back to sleep. So often when I wake I'm filled with anxiety over …